anxious_mess_88

i just want to know why he is ignoring me

he has not replied to my message for three days now. i sent a simple text on Tuesday asking if he was free for a drink this weekend and he just left it on read. honestly, i feel stupid for even sending it. we have been seeing each other for eight months and it always feels like this. i know people are busy at work, but it takes two seconds to send a thumbs up or just say you are tied up. i am not asking for a huge commitment or for him to move in or anything like that. i just want a bit of consistency. i keep checking my phone every hour and it is driving me mad. maybe i am overreacting, but it is just so frustrating when we act like everything is fine when we are together and then he vanishes as soon as we part ways. i am not trying to be pushy or clingy, honestly, i just hate the silence. i keep wondering if i said something wrong last time we saw each other but i really do not think i did. it just feels like i am always the one putting in the effort to make plans. sorry for the essay, i just really needed to get this out somewhere because my head is spinning.